I’ve written thousands of words today, trying to dance around it, and I just can’t anymore.  None of it honors what I’m really feeling.

I am so extremely blissfully excited and delighted and terrified and happy right now, I don’t even have words to describe it.

Cassidy found us, has been cyber-stalking us (the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree!), and just a few days ago, she made contact with Lili.  We confirmed everything today, and now we wait and ease into this slowly.

It’s been seventeen years, three months, and eight days since I saw her last.  I can wait a little while longer.

If you’re reading this, kiddo:  I love you.

That pretty much says everything right now.


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One Comment

  1. April 26, 2011

    Wow, wow!
    I’m so happy for you!
    That really is amazing (also absurdly sweet), I hope everything goes well.

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