Tales from the Spectrum: the Autistic Asshole

Last updated on April 25, 2016

This person is an asshole. This person is autistic. All autistic people are assholes. FALSE.

WARNING:  I’m about to piss some people off.  Like, probably a lot.  I’m using a lot of curse words and I’m talking about some very personal and serious things, and if you have rough triggers, beware.  You have been warned.  (But, you probably already figured that out from the title…)

This conversation is grinding through my brain.  It’s bugging me and it’s preying on me because it grates on every single decent thing I know about humans.  The short version is, “Be kind to this utter asshole who insults you and has been known to be abusive to you and others because, hey, they’re autistic, and you should be compassionate to that because you are and your kids are.  You should understand.

Um…. no.  Fuck that.

Here’s more of the situation to put it all into context:  There’s a person that I don’t talk to because they’re an asshole.  Yes, I know they’re on the spectrum, and I know that they never had the benefit of knowing they were on the spectrum until recently (if they even realize it now), and I know that it’s quite likely that a great deal of their behavior comes from being on the spectrum and having absolutely no filter operating between brain and mouth.  And, yes, I know that this person has a long history of this behavior, so I really shouldn’t be surprised, but that’s where it’s kind of an ender for me.

I’ve known this person a long time, given specific and direct feedback about the nature of the things that I feel uncomfortable with (“uncomfortable” ranging from “offended that anyone would even say that to another human” to “not safe and kind of threatened”), and the behavior hasn’t changed.  So, essentially, this other person was trying to take me to task for not talking to someone that treats me poorly because said person is on the spectrum, even though the spectrum person has been given ample opportunity and feedback to change.

Are you seriously using autism spectrum disorder as an excuse for abusive behavior?  Developmentally delayed children are still corrected for abusive behavior and their environments adjusted to keep them from hurting themselves and others, but a grown-ass adult who has had ample time and ample conversation to be aware of their own unacceptable behavior should be excused because spectrum!?!?

Double fuck that.

do have kids on the spectrum – some more than others – and I can tell you that being autistic is not some kind of “trapped in amber” moment where we know what we know and that’s it.  Contrary to what it appears this other person thinks about autism, it doesn’t take much to learn something new.  We can change habits, we can control ourselves, and we can even get trained up on how to human with other humans in a nicely human (or at least human-like) way.  Even my youngest who is essentially non-verbal has learned after being corrected only once or twice not to bite or pinch or hit.

And, yes, I know every autie is different, that we’re all made up of a mix of different genes and behaviors and factors that are all pulled from the same bag but never assembled the same twice, but seriously.  This is an adult person of above-average intelligence, not a non-verbal 8-year-old.

Look, I know that somewhere in them is this other person who isn’t malicious and mean.  I know that maybe they think they’re being funny.  I also know that psychopathic killers are not walking around 24/7 plotting ways to murder people – they have to pay the water bill sometime, and maybe go to the grocery story.  I’m sure this person doesn’t sit around plotting the next shitty thing to say to me or anyone else – and I’m pretty sure they know they’re an asshole because they say it themselves frequently and have avoided humans as a whole for much the same reason.  Or, to put it another way, I can have compassion that a person has a specific brain configuration (they cannot help what they desire) that makes them think it’s okay to fuck little kids, but that doesn’t mean that I have to let them fuck little kids.

It’s established, the assholery is present (always) and accounted for (possibly untherapied autism, definitely bad filters), so that’s supposed to put me and my comfort level as less important than theirs.  Somehow, I should be okay with being victimized by demeaning and suggestive language and behavior towards me and mine because, hey, they’re autistic.

I won’t go so far as to say “victim blaming” – that’s not quite what this is, but it’s in the same vein.  I will say that I have every right in the world as a human to defend myself from crappy behavior.  The rules are the same for every person in my life – you can treat me with respect or you can GTFO.  And I have a list of people on both sides of that decision-making process that I can refer you to in case you doubt.  And someone else getting nominated for that list as well right now.

There’s a part of me that shouldn’t be surprised since this conversation comes from a culture where they really did blame the victim, where girls (or boys) were raped or molested because they just weren’t careful and then they were afterwards forever branded as “soiled”, “used up”, “less than worthy”.  But, again, if that’s where you came from but you have since learned that that way of thinking is wrong, then perpetuating it is not a good look for you.  In fact, it kind of makes you look like an asshole.

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  1. JJ
    October 27, 2017

    I love this so much!

  2. Katheleen
    May 9, 2018

    Pure gold XD

  3. Sidney
    May 25, 2018

    I completely agree

  4. Karin
    May 27, 2018

    I can’t agree with the article more since I’m working with an autistic ass hole at work who feel so entitled when in reality no one gives a shit about him and secretly wishes him to go away forever. You have described exactly how my co-workers and I have felt for months, can’t thank you more for sharing some truth and common sense with us this time.

  5. Lola
    June 12, 2020

    Omg I was just thinking this today. The word asshole. I had no idea that someone else out there felt the same way. Usually when I read an article it tries to get people to sympathize with the person on the spectrum. I have tried to for 4 years or more. I even have done alot of research to understand but 😐their behavior is starting to urk me so I seldomly interact with them. I shouldn’t want to 👀 go off on my own friend. Thank you for this article it’s nice to know someone out there can relate.

  6. Karen
    June 17, 2020

    I couldn’t agree with you more when you read your article. You are absolutely the one with compassion and understanding here! Thank you for being so honest because in fact I am working with an autistic asshole myself and I can totally relate to what you say~

  7. Laura
    November 19, 2020

    Yes. I could not agree more. Both my sister and I are neurotypical and have delt with abusive behavior from out now 21 year old autistic brother. A grown man who acts violent is unacceptable regardless of being on the spectrum. I can tell you my brother has even strangled me, and had there not been another person in the house I dont believe he would have stopped. Yet, after the incident I was told “be understanding that he has triggers” and “you know your brother loves and would do anything for you, right?”. Those on the spectrum are ultimately also human, and humans can be assholess.

  8. Ilona
    November 26, 2020

    Autistic or not, assholes are assholes lol

  9. dd
    December 23, 2020

    I guess autistic people can be prone to being assholes because of their limited ability of putting themselves in other people’s shoes. If you don’t see your behavior from any perspective but your own, it’s more difficult to undestand what may be wrong or even feel any need to change at all. You don’t perceive the damage you’re doing, so ‘what’s the big deal?’ It’s also worth mentioning that autism can come with other comorbid disorders, which may be partially responsible for this kind of behavior. Of course, this doesn’t mean they should use this as a pass for not even trying.

    • December 30, 2020

      And that’s really my point, dd. Yes, absolutely, autism comes with a SLEW of comorbidities that show up on the “personality disorder” lists, but it’s so much more important to be conscious of that. Using “autism” as the pass to be a jackass is like anyone else who uses a disadvantage as an excuse to not try: just not a very good human, really.

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